About to get surreal!

I'm back from hiatus from here. Trying once again to get things rebooted after dealing with adulting things. I haven't strayed from doing any art, as a matter of fact, my brain pan has been overflowing with more than I can keep up with, but I'm learning to deal with it and have it eventually work in my favor.

Not ready to share quite yet what ALL I have been creating, etc. but if you visit my socials, you'll get some sneak peeks of about 5% to what I got brewing.

Eventually I will be back on track, until then I will redo my gallery with more examples of past work (and some present and future stuff), as well as get a sale going on what I do have in my store to make room for more stuff.

Too much going on, just hope my focus can stay in tack long enough. I am trying to eventually be available for commission work. PLEASE, serious inquiries only! Been burned too many times (almost to a point where I might have to resort to a contract, deposit, etc).

Thank you for your patience as I try to navigate through personal life in order to make this happen more consistently. Until another time.......

Once more...again....what?

Been attempting to once again do what I'm doing while doing things that can help and hurt me from doing this again. Confused? Good, we are now on the same page.

Hoping a new venture will establish more of a routine in order for me to get some new things going. Will attempt another pricing slashing on the store and eventually create mystery boxes with unsold items.

Got a new laptop so things are slow moving, but I am able to have a more reliable tool to run this site. It's like new underwear......and if you don't know that line then I am not sorry nor explaining.

So, hopefully, projects that have been in the planning stage will see life and fabrication soon, as well as more of a social media presence!

That is pretty much that, for now. Until another time........

Wish-washy doesn't always mean clean

Clever title for another ignored blog. Like a lot of my art, the meaning will become more clear well after the paint dries from unintentional plans and theme.

Still giving myself the deadline of putting this website to bed by the end of summer. Once again I have shut down my webstore. I have yet to post more projects, pictures, updates and the like involving my art. I'm hoping to get there someday, but recently it just isn't in the cards.

That's the ONLY thing consistent, it seems.....this whole back and forth to whether or not I'm going to take things by storm without second thought and how I stop and go to where it's enough to make my head spin.

So, here I am, telling probably NO ONE (but myself) that although I intend to do so much with my art in many ways, it might not happen, but still there is a chance it will. I'm simply waiting on a miracle, a win of the lottery or simply just getting off my ass and risking it all. Sounds easy with the third choice, but not with my daughters' futures at stake. I'm battling between being dedicated and being selfish.

We just have to wait and see as I have recently decided to shut myself off from the world. For how long, who knows. I'm concentrating on getting my family through each month.....no more concerts, shows, etc unless it's something that my daughters want to do. I'll still be doing my art and hope I get caught up enough with my ideas to where I can actually get somewhere with it besides self-gratification.

I wish I knew how others do it, but then again, I don't deserve help from those who figured it out themselves. So........here I go....again!